Hi Varinia! It's actually not as hard as it looks. Just calm down and really examine your piece and what you've been doing. Once you have the technique down, it will become clearer. The only difference between adding the blue beads on the front, and doing the back is that you string through the blue beads that are already there, rather than adding new blue beads. So for instance, if you have to add 2 beads, string through 2 beads instead on the back. They are already in your hello kitty, you just have to string through them and "pretend" you're adding them fresh. If you're confused about the positioning, you can even just cut your string after the front side and restart a new piece at the backside at the same position where the front side started out and just follow the tutorial again from step 1. The main thing is that the front and back end up being identical, so after each step, go back and check to see if the front is the same in that spot. If you don't want to cut your strings, then just string back through random beads on the front side of the hello kitty until you end up back at the starting position. Or you can just work from where you left off in the last step, but that's obviously confusing you, so it's not your best option right now. I can make a diagram, but it might not be for a little while. I have promised many people to make the teddy bear pattern. I hope this helps!